The thing about Dreamwidth is that it affords us a new beginning, I don't post much on this site because of my lack of life (woo!) and I'd like to write about more than just fandom (though I'll probably switch to that without realizing).

Sometimes I get anxious feeling, a bit of claustrophobia goes with it. I'll feel like I'm not breathing, and try to take deep breaths. Usually this happens at night, when I'm lying in bad (I guess the dark just closes in) but sometimes I'll see someone unable to breath (a character buried alive, or even a dummy on Mythbusters, a fish out of water...) and I need to breathe for them.

I also think I know what I want to do with my life and it seems so different than what I thought I wanted, and the portrayal of this career path in the media... well, to be honest, I'm scared- it scares me shitless.

Mood nervous Tags: career, random